Cindy,
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memorable 18th birthday
Get into a local university
Overseas trip with friends
JB shopping trip
Royce chocolate
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camera
New wallet
Levi's Spectacles
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Bryan

Colin

Debbie

Eric

Evelyn

Jun Hao

Kristle

Mabel

Shu Yi

Wen Jie

Xin Yan

Xin Yi

Yong Qin

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Had mentoring session this morning, its the last session. Today for Hong Kah sec, only left me and debbie. We had use up all the topics alr, thus we just played games with them. Some are funny, but some , i see liao also feel like sleeping. The games are fun (: wanted to play uno.. but... NO TIME alr, we released them earlier. at 11. We distributed some food to them before they leave. They are a bunch of gd and fun malay boys. Sad to say, i had forgotten to take a group photo with them. As it was raining, I slacked with debbie awhile in the centre, cam wored. Then wait for her dad to come, her dad send me home due to the heavy rain. Thanks uncle (: Was so paiseh, didn't know the direction home, you know, i'm a road idiot. very retard when u ask me to look out in the streets, to see street and places.

Went home, prepared, went to BB mac for PW. Tired. PW is such a chore. But, this shall be the last lap. Go people. I left earlier, leaving the rest of my members, was so guilty X; but i had no choice, cause i need to go aunt's house, her grand daughter's birthday celebration today. Ate a lot over there. (: listen to the adults talk, it's funny afterall. At aunt's house, can see the flyers, it was so nice, i kept staring at the scenery lahhh (: nice nice. After tht, went home. and here i am! (:

Promos in like less than a week, and i've not prepare anything, revise anything at all. I'm like so dead. Pray hard ): First paper, GP! DIE! content pack = haven't touch. Totally no mood to study these few days. Wonder what's wrong with me. sigh.

Yes, today i receive a super duper touching message by Mabelline Ang! (: my love.
The moment i read it, i feel like crying...
Yes, studies should my priority now. My number one priority. Is should not bother about other stuff at this point of time... Things will not be a problem unless you make it one. I should not let these affect me... Many people have high hopes on me, my parents, my relatives, friends and of cause, mabelline...I don't want to disappoint them. My dream of being an accountant... I should not give up on it, i know, its hard to get into accountancy course in U... I know, i will not give up. Study hard, Cindy. (:




i still can't get you out of my mind, i still miss you whenever i see, walk past places we went.. i stared at the flyers today. We once said that we will talk the flyer. I saw one of my cousin, she saw us at jp twice or once, yes, and i felt like crying at that time again. i don't know why am i so weak and lousy ): Be strong, girl (: I didn't cherish what i have. What i use to have. I took it for granted, took everything for granted. i know it's impossible, i wish the dream could be true, but impossible. Yes, i try to hate you. But i can't seem to do it. I hate myself even more. After that day, i told myself to give up, but deep inside my mind, im hoping to get a reply from you. I know you won't but im still waiting till the moment you board the plane. At that time, i didn't know what to do. I don't know whether to text you or not. End up, i didn't. I told myself not to cry over you anymore, but i failed. Yes, i've disappoint many people again and again... I saw your blog, friendster. Yes, when i see her comments, i felt so sad, so depressing, so lost. I'm so afraid...
Being loved is a bliss, loving someone is a gd thing, but its painful now...
I regret not listening to her advice in the v first place, i've hurt her friend deeply...